Following Jesus

When I was just a little girl I used to run and play. I never thought about anything except going to church with my grandmother. I can still see my mom getting me dressed up to go to church, I miss those times. It's funny how we can remember those small things that didn't seem so important then, but looking back, those were memories being made. Looking back, I have been following Jesus for a very long time. Sometimes I still feel like that little girl. Today I was feeling nostalgic, I don't know why but I was. I felt like a little girl who just wanted to be loved. I felt like I did when I would wake up not knowing what the day was going to bring. It has been on my mind all day. I don't know why I am still feeling this way. Maybe God is trying to get my attention. Maybe He is trying to tell me something. Maybe my life is about to change for the better. Maybe He is going to bless me with something I have been wanting for a long time. Maybe I have a surprise coming. Following Jesus is a blessing. I never know what to expect, but I know it is going to be good. I have learned a lot since I have been following Jesus for a long time, and I am not tired yet.